Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Messages to my lost love

There was a short time, short compared to my time on earth, that I felt truly loved. 
Loved for who and what I am. Loved for all that I was. I could see this love reflected in Your eyes, your tone to me. Just three years of my 34 so far. It was a blessing and a curse. 
Why You ask? 
When You took it away I realized I would never have that pure unconditional love again. Although so nice to have felt, to know I will never feel it again makes me wonder if it was worth ever knowing. 
If I never knew, I'd have nothing to miss. 
If You never gave it to me I could be the person I was meant to be with out You. 31 years wearing a mask a mask I don't know how to wear anymore because of You.